My Testimony
My name is John E. McGlone IV. I grew up in the home of a drunkard and wife beater named John E. McGlone III until the age of six with two younger sisters. My father was an adulterer who would lash out at our mother in his drunken rages. When he was sober, he seemed to love us but eventually he would return to his drunkeness. Our mother was a victim of both our father and her father. He abandoned his family in 1965 for his lusts and drunkenness. It is heart wrenching to consider what sin does to people’s lives. Because of this background, our mother was constantly going through periods of illness both physical and emotional breakdowns.
My sisters and I were turned over to the social services system in 1966. Our youngest sister went to our great uncle and aunt. My other sister came with me to a group children’s home. This place was called Paxton Home for Children in Leesburg, VA. It was a stable, loving, and Christian place for the most part. It was here that I first heard of Jesus’ Kingdom. I heard this Kingdom described from the book of Revelation. I was fascinated by the possibility that I had a Father in heaven who cared for me and knew how many hairs I had on my head.
Over the course of the next six years I was moved to different homes, usually Christian. They would take us to their different churches/denominations. God was using this to both show me His Word and the hypocrisies of many who attended these churches. I read the Bible regularly, prayed, and hoped that we would be returned to our mother.
In Feb 1974 my mother died of either an accidental overdose of pain killers or had committed suicide. She had just recently remarried to a man whom she seemed to love and they moved to California from Virginia with the promise in a few months they would establish a home and send for us. She had an operation on her hands for carpel tunnel syndrome and was in great pain for some months. She was found on the floor one day by my step father, unconscious and not breathing. He did CPR and revived her and she was taken to the hospital where she was on life support equipment for a week. Her prognosis was very bad; she was brain dead and it was decided to remove her from the machines and she died.
It was during the funeral of my mother on a rainy day in early February that I directed my anger at God for my mother’s death. I asked my grandmother where she was, to wit she replied, “She is in a better place.” I knew this wasn’t true according to what I had read in the Bible. I was crushed by both her life and her death. I began to deny God, and entered into a life of sin. Drinking, drugs, lusting, and hatred became the food that I fed my soul. By the time I was 16 I was a fully developed criminal who had rejected the love of my grandparents and was sent to a boys home for troubled youth in Richmond, VA. It was here that I developed even greater criminal skills becoming a; drunkard, drug dealer, fornicator, street fighter, and generally a wicked person for the next 23 years! Keep in mind these were the same things I was bitter toward my father about, what a hypocrite I’d become.
My life became so bad by the time I was 19 either I joined the military or I would end up in prison. I was homeless, bouncing from one place to another, from one sin to another. I ran back to my grandparents for shelter, but due to my grandmother’s illness they could not harbor me. My grandfather gave me $5 and advised me to join the service.
I joined the Navy and began to get some order and discipline in my life. I was still sinning as I loved my sin and thought often that before I died, I would ask Jesus to forgive me for all my wickedness. Little did I realize there are many Bible verses about what I was doing counting His love as worthless. Beside that, I could have been killed without ever seeing my appointment coming. Heb 9:27
I was married in 1983 to June and had a daughter, Gina, neither of whom did I truly care for as I should have. I was not faithful as either a husband or father living wickedly and storing up the wrath of God. My first wife divorced me for adultery in 1991. She was right in doing so, except for wife beating I was just like my father, a selfish hypocrite. I lived these 15 years in my shame knowing that one day I would give an account to God who created me.
I realized the life of sin I was leading was condemning me before God’s throne. I had heard a man on television using the Bible to rebuke people about their wickedness. His name is Bob Enyart, and his talk show Bob Enyart Live was an instrument God would use to change me. I thought it was funny how this ‘loving Christian’ could talk to people in such a way. It was over the course of eight months the Holy Spirit was convicting me of my wretched life. I was born again by God’s grace on August 3rd, 1996. Knowing how much I had offended God, I cried out for His forgiveness for hours. I heard the rejoicing in heaven over my salvation as I trusted in Christ as my Lord and Savior. I called all my family to tell them I had believed in Jesus and was saved, before I really understood what that meant. Of all my family, my sister was the only one thrilled with my news. Of course, she was already saved by God’s mercy, so she was thankful. Soon after I got saved, I met my beautiful bride to be, Leonida, in a discipleship class. After a six month courtship, we were married.
I retired from the U.S. Navy in May 2001 and returned with my wife to Hawaii. I sold vacuum cleaners for a year and then began as a letter carrier with the United States Post Office.
Unfortunately, I lived a lukewarm walk with my Lord Jesus for almost eight years. Sometimes I was red hot for His Kingdom and many times I was cold hearted. I heard a message called Hell’s Best Kept Secret by Ray Comfort in June 2004. This teaching along with other teachings began to reveal my horrible condition before the Lord. I was trampling the blood of Jesus and had a greater knowledge of Him yet, was not esteeming the sacrifice He made for my sins. I realized I would be one that God would spew out of His mouth if I did not get right with Jesus. As I studied the Bible over the weeks, I realized how little I understood the True Gospel of Jesus (Galatians 1). I would wake up in the middle of the night and cry out to God for hours in prayer, seeking His will. I began to understand what a great salvation we have in Him. I knew I was returning to my first love: Jesus Christ and was doing so with all my heart, soul, mind and strength.
I began to step out in faith and share the Gospel with others. Exercising my faith by witnessing strengthened me spiritually. It helped me to resist temptations, study more, pray more and continue to seek the lost for the glory of Jesus (John 15). As I grew, I realized that I needed to practice the righteousness that Jesus walked in. I realized that I shouldn’t be relying on worldly teachings of men that would excuse sin in my life (1 John 3). I realized that out of my free will, I needed to resist sin by the power of the Holy Spirit. I needed to obey my Lord and Savior. (John 14:15)
The Lord began to move me to study open air preaching. I found that as I witnessed to 2-3 people, others would come around and listen. It is during this time that I attended two Evangelism Boot Camps put on by The Great News Network. It was at these Boot Camps that I met and heard the testimony of Kerrigan Skelly. I began praying for him back in 2005, as I believed the Lord would lead me into ministry with him.
These experiences at these ‘boot camps’ really helped me in the area of standing up and proclaiming the Gospel. The Lord led others and me to establish The Great News Oahu evangelism team in Hawaii. It was an itinerant ministry geared towards reaching out to the lost and training other Christians to join us in doing the same (Luke 10:2). I spoke at a few Churches about the need of Christians to step out and share the Gospel. Unfortunately, I found that most ‘professing Christians’, did not want to obey the Great Commission of Jesus Christ to tell the lost of their condition before a Holy and Righteous God. What a shame, people believe most are going to abide in God’s justice, hellfire, forever and they are not loving enough to overcome their fear to tell the lost the truth about Jesus.
After the God used Hurricane Katrina to judge New Orleans, I was astonished that many believers would say this could not be the justice of God against America and specifically the wicked city of New Orleans. Shortly after this devastation there were four category four hurricanes lined up to hit Hawaii. As I studied these storms and began asking the Lord to avert them, I realized God was telling me to move my family off the islands of Hawaii. I began praying for a move to North Carolina. We would be able to minister to my family that lived there, as well as do the Lord’s work there. A few months after I began praying, I asked my wife what she thought about North Carolina. She confirmed that she had already been praying the same thing. Hallelujah! This was the first of many confirmations and doors the Lord would open. I found out the Skelly’s were moving to North Carolina also, I began to get excited. As we prayed for a city to minister in, the Lord kept bringing Fayetteville to my heart, Fayetteville?!?!
Meanwhile, back in Hawaii, we had also started a School of Biblical Evangelism (S.O.B.E.) study at a brother’s house. We watched as God grew this study and worked in the lives of the people who attended. We began to go out to Waikiki and other venues regularly to preach, hand out tracts and witness 1-2-1. Many people got to hear the full truth of the Gospel to the glory of Jesus! Witnessing and working in the labor field together bonds the brothers and sisters in supernatural love. I had never experienced such wonderful relationships with God’s people before. Sadly, some would leave due to doctrinal issues and not return to God’s labor of love for the lost.
We find ourselves in a new season in our lives. Our family has been shunned from our former fellowship for asking sincere questions of the elders. We are no longer part of Pinpoint Evangelism or Refining Fire Fellowship. We have established Jesus Preacher Ministries and Living Stones Fellowship since June 2015. We have been restored to the majority of our former members. We continue to minister to the lost on the streets and on college campuses. Please pray for these ministries as we seek to reconcile the lost to the precious Savior Jesus Christ who loves them.
Thank you.
God bless you,
John
Hello John…Really enjoyed your Testimony! What a Testimony to the Glory of God Almighty! How God’s Divine Hand is on HIS Children, whether we know it or not. Amazing Grace in Reality, at work in our lives! Wonderful Photo of Family! The LORD Jesus Led me to Minister on the Streets of Hawaii, a few different times. Mainly in Waikiki, and some on the other Islands. Was quite an experience in the LORD Jesus; showing me Discernment of Principalities that were over those Islands. It is quite a contrast, to what the Public Image is to Promote through the Media. But have been mainly here in Mainland USA, and Proclaiming the Gospel of Our LORD, and Savior Jesus Christ; on Universities, and the Streets. Since I gave my Life to the LORD Jesus back in 1977. The LORD has always been faithful, and Leading me by HIS Spirit; and have never Regretted a moment since I have Given my Life to HIM. Thank You again for your Beautiful Testimony, of HIS Awesome Work in HIS Beloved Servant. God Bless, and Keep You All…monte
Thanks Monte, may the Lord bless, keep and guide you also.
Love your testimony, brother.
God is so good to bring His children out of the depths of despair to where we all are today!
He will bless your new ministry more than the other ones that you were involved in- you just wait and see.
1 Corinthians 2:9 But as it is written, Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love him.
God bless you and your family!
And may God richly bless you for all that you do for others.
Thanks so much you two love birds!
I am suffering with lot of burdens within my heart I had a break up with my lovable sweet girlfriend who left me two months ago due to sins I did for please pray for us to get reunited.And my family is also facing lot of problems financially personally please kindly pray For me please I need a job pray for that please
Stop hating the hate according to you hypocrite. You got the hand because you didn’t want answers you just wanted to disrupt a good dialogue that we were having. Liars and false accusers like you are sinners. God doesn’t hear your prayers sinner.
1 Pet 3:12 For the eyes of the Lord are over the righteous, and his ears are open unto their prayers: but the face of the Lord is against them that do evil.
Isa 59:1-2 Behold, the LORD’S hand is not shortened, that it cannot save; neither his ear heavy, that it cannot hear: 2 But your iniquities have separated between you and your God, and your sins have hid his face from you, that he will not hear.
Joh 9:31 Now we know that God heareth not sinners: but if any man be a worshipper of God, and doeth his will, him he heareth.
No, you were the rude one, lying and falsely accusing long before you got the hand in your face and my backside to your whole person. Tomorrow if you have the courage to come out, try listening instead of accusing to how God’s Word contradicts almost every thought which comes out of your mouth.
You are such a cool guy, seeking approval from everyone for “finding god” and sharing your “joy” with everyone. Only people with serious issues feel the need to yell from a mountain top how awesome they are, and how bad everyone else is screwing up. Spouting Old Testament bible verses at people doesn’t make you religious- in your case it means you have a good memory.
How about some love for your daughter? Do you have room in your heart for that? Obviously not. Who are you kidding anyway??
I don’t just preach OT but NT as well quoting mostly verses that people just get mad about, go figure. I have given my life for my daughter, you know nothing about it.
Praise God what an awesome testimony of the Mercy of God! I am so grateful that God would give His Son to take our place… while we were yet sinners He died for us. What an amazing act of mercy for hell deserving sinners. Thank you Brother John for being selfless in sharing the Jesus that freed you from the bondage of sin and enables you to live righteously with sinners; ultimately showing them that if he saved us while we were wicked sinners… He will do the same for them. Love you & your family brother. What a blessing youball are in the body of Christ.
Amen, thanks for your thoughts dear brother!
Good morning John,
I spoke with John Wyllie this morning and he gave me information about you. I hope you are doing well When you get a chance please call me at 804-869-3505.
Thank you.
Hey Tod, How is John Wyllie doing? I haven’t spoken to him in a while. Why would he refer you to me or my blog I wonder? What exactly would you like to speak about?
Thank you.
It would be wonderful to know what your daughter’s response is about your transition, and why. I get you were not exactly the perfect father and husband. Would love to know how the relationship is today to give others hope people can change. If your going to mention your daughter. You should also acknowledge her hurt and pain. If I was your daughter reading on your sight I might become upset. God can heal families and with time and love. I’m sure you love your daughter now more than ever. Let that love shine because that is what God is all about. Please don’t take this as bashing. My ex husband was the sinner like you. He never repented and was punished by losing his life at the age of 34 and left me a 12 year old daughter to raise on my own. My daughter has yet to forgive him. I needed to in order to set myself free from his wicked ways. I’m sure one day god through the holy spirit will fill my daughters heart to do so. I’m hoping now that she is 18. Hate in her heart is not a good thing. Thanks for sharing your story/testimony dear brother. You need to know god still loves you and your whole family ex’s and all. Sharing how you feel about that judgement. Is really a tall order to do.
My relations with our daughter are still broken because of her refusal to surrender to God and seek the Holy Spirit until she is born again. Once she has made those confessions to Jesus and repented of her deathstyle God will forgive her and we can begin the restoration of our relationship.
In regards to your daughter, bitterness toward her earthly dad will definitely corrupt her soul with hatred toward someone who is dead. She can be comforted by the fact that she has God as an heavenly father if she will repent of her hatred and sin and surrender to Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior.
Psalms 68:3-5
3 But let the righteous be glad; let them rejoice before God: yea, let them exceedingly rejoice.
4 Sing unto God, sing praises to his name: extol him that rideth upon the heavens by his name Jah, and rejoice before him.
5 A father of the fatherless, and a judge of the widows, is God in his holy habitation.
God bless you.